Amelia's Shades of reflection

1. Gratitude-Be grateful to the people who brought you to this world.Know that they will be there for you no matter what. There are million other things to be grateful for. 2.Create happiness-that should be one of the primary life purpose. 3. Carepe diem!- when you do something meditate on it. 4.Expectations-Do not expect anything that you have not worked for.Fulfill self needs. 5. In-dependency- Do not impose upon others. 6.Choices-thoughts of others give you choices, but you alone can make the decision. 7.Responsibility-from an age when you can make conscious decisions,you become your own responsibility. 8. Care-care for yourself,then care for others. 9. Create legacy 10. Help people in need-who are authentic. 11. Do not help people if they are healthy in body and mind.- if you do then you are ruining them, you can only give them props for living. 12. Values-Stick to your values. 13.Where ever you go, stick to your roots. 14.Wealth is counted not in currency, but by peo...

I question myself as have to take an important decision- what I want to do with my life? Am I doing what I want to? Sure I have a job which require me to travel and visit places now and then. Now as I contemplate and reflect upon the decisions that have made me who I am today, I ask myself again who I want to be? I never thought when I was younger this question will stupefy me. But here I am. When  was not so mature I had a robust answer which was 'A person who want to explore the world of chemicals and make things which will change the world a litter better for the people'

Memories not framed. Framed snippets of moments. Moments of life passed. Moments became collection of memories. Recollection becomes chocolate. And sometimes when one is presented a chocolate, the one returns the heart as reward. Memories become framed!! Years passed... Framed memories become feeling lost, feeling craved, feeling missed. Feelings become difficult to express. When for long ignored,unaccepted,unrecognized,refuted,fought. When one becomes fools till we realize "we can't control our heart", though it may be too late of a realization. Amelia, Carpe diem!! Live the present without leaving any regrets for the future.

Hi there! How are you? It is been long since I did one of my rant. I usually did a lot of rantings either through my write-ups or through my friends. Now a days I don't get time to write, you can say I've been carried out by the busy-mess' of my business! Time has taken a lot from my life and it has taught a lot about life. Past two years after becoming an engineer has changed me a lot. On the brighter side it has made me a strong independent women who can face the rational and emotional world without fear.It is a long journey that I've to walk alone I suppose. Many of my readers might 've understood that I'm a person who writes things without giving out my personal emotions.I write stuffs but people who know me wonder when I felt that I wrote. I act emotionally detached which has cost me so much. I wish I am not so. I've been a very personal person through out my life. I fuddle with peoples thoughts on me -rather did it deliberately-. Peop...

and here is a video............. https://www.dropbox.com/s/o83an7tmbo0g7zc/2014-02-19%2010.23.42.mp4

It is bee a long time since I rabbit on that came in this real-delusional life of mine....

Whether saying you'll never leave, or saying that I am a good person, as far as I can see you are happy. You know, you are special to me. The sight of me like this is awkward, and the plain sight of you without any dreams as well.