Amelia's Shades of reflection

Whether saying you'll never leave, or saying that I am a good person, as far as I can see you are happy. You know, you are special to me. The sight of me like this is awkward, and the plain sight of you without any dreams as well.

As I pass through a motionless crossroad with sun just about to go below the horizon on one side and almost dark the opposite side and dark hills ahead of my sight when I call upon the thoughts of you...a confession to myself; a confession with hopes.. Hoping 'coz you can be dark as sky with charms,else a rock when rubbed against would ignite fire or may be a hard stone to stumble upon but worth falling. With that thought I instantly smiled. I wonder 'll I be able to bring about the innocence in my smile like those kids playing. There is no way! But I have it now. With that thought I instantly smiled. May be 'coz you  are a hope, desire and dream yet to be actualized. May be we aren't estragned, May be we are different, or yet to be known. If it happens,then I believe there will be a day when you play by my side. Not like me, but with the note of your heart. So that I we can play by listening to each others notes. To be a perfect medley of me

L ong time ago when I was young and VERY shy, I was at a function. The kind of event that's usually in a ballroom and there is assigned seating. Maybe a wedding, but I was alone. I remember that much. I also remember the low lighting and soft music playing. Everything that the light, from the small dim lamps, could not reach was illuminated by only a candle. The soft music matched this mood and it came from a sting quartet away at the corner. I was up walking around taking in this beautiful scene and made my way back to my table. Just before I reached to pull my chair out. A girl stopped me. I was stunned for a moment by her beauty. She asked me to dance. I was not much of a dancer, but the song that was playing was slow. So, I agreed and she pulled me by the arm through the maze of tables. We stopped at the dancing area and just looked at each other for a moment. Still stunned by her, I felt a sense of numbness. The kind where you don't know if your knees are going to

Each step I make You come towards me your humble smile is what makes me who I am. It must be love according to me Even if I cannot reach you, It is Ok! Just as you are now,remain in the same place, forever! It must be love,as my heart is telling me so. Despite blocking my eyes,you can still be found deep in my heart. Like this I keep thinking of you, I cannot do anything more. Step by step, I am going. You too are coming to me. Your faint smile,Is for me my everything. It must be love, the feeling of mine. It must be love,although I am lacking. Even with my eyes closed,even with my eyes covered you are the love inside me. Like this, I long for you only.. Like this, I cannot do anything.. I long for even a trance of you.. Suppose your heart were to stay in place. Suppose your eyes were to light up. Even if I give my everything, I am lacking.. It is Ok, even if you cry... It is Ok, just keep smiling.... It works, that's it matters.. Come to me,and be her