Hi there!
How are you?
It is been long since I did one of my rant. I usually did a lot of rantings either through my write-ups or through my friends. Now a days I don't get time to write, you can say I've been carried out by the busy-mess' of my business!
Time has taken a lot from my life and it has taught a lot about life.
Past two years after becoming an engineer has changed me a lot.
On the brighter side it has made me a strong independent women who can face the rational and emotional world without fear.It is a long journey that I've to walk alone I suppose.
Many of my readers might 've understood that I'm a person who writes things without giving out my personal emotions.I write stuffs but people who know me wonder when I felt that I wrote.
I act emotionally detached which has cost me so much. I wish I am not so.
I've been a very personal person through out my life. I fuddle with peoples thoughts on me -rather did it deliberately-.
People know that there is no one to me close as my sister, twin in fact, we are two different people who respect each other because of our similarities and dissimilarities; likes and dislikes.At the end of everything we cannot live without the other. When we are together we fight, when we are away we miss.It is a mess in-fact.
I've lost many things because I suck emotionally. I've lost many because of my temper, not literally lost....people feel that I do not care, but I know that I do care even when I say 'I do not'.
''Loving can hurt sometimes, that hurt is a scar that never heels.
We try to keep the memories, sometimes it gives smiles and sometimes mares.
But we never forget; it feels that ones you expected to be around you is always there as if they really are--as if the photograph in your head is suite-cased and cannot be crushed.....far from the truth....I might not live if I face the reality.''
But I do face reality...that is why I'm loosing my motivation....but she asked me not to give p trying.....I miss her.
How are you?
It is been long since I did one of my rant. I usually did a lot of rantings either through my write-ups or through my friends. Now a days I don't get time to write, you can say I've been carried out by the busy-mess' of my business!
Time has taken a lot from my life and it has taught a lot about life.
Past two years after becoming an engineer has changed me a lot.
On the brighter side it has made me a strong independent women who can face the rational and emotional world without fear.It is a long journey that I've to walk alone I suppose.
Many of my readers might 've understood that I'm a person who writes things without giving out my personal emotions.I write stuffs but people who know me wonder when I felt that I wrote.
I act emotionally detached which has cost me so much. I wish I am not so.
I've been a very personal person through out my life. I fuddle with peoples thoughts on me -rather did it deliberately-.
People know that there is no one to me close as my sister, twin in fact, we are two different people who respect each other because of our similarities and dissimilarities; likes and dislikes.At the end of everything we cannot live without the other. When we are together we fight, when we are away we miss.It is a mess in-fact.
I've lost many things because I suck emotionally. I've lost many because of my temper, not literally lost....people feel that I do not care, but I know that I do care even when I say 'I do not'.
''Loving can hurt sometimes, that hurt is a scar that never heels.
We try to keep the memories, sometimes it gives smiles and sometimes mares.
But we never forget; it feels that ones you expected to be around you is always there as if they really are--as if the photograph in your head is suite-cased and cannot be crushed.....far from the truth....I might not live if I face the reality.''
But I do face reality...that is why I'm loosing my motivation....but she asked me not to give p trying.....I miss her.
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