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My best friend


when all these feelings of frustration come over me
and I need to calm down…
where are you now?
when I sit alone thinking about life
and all the things I’d like to tell you…
what are you doing?
I’m not thinking about the past, just those promises that I promised to keep.
I just wanna know what you’re up to…
I wanna know where you’ve been.
and, well, if there’s someone new…I’d wanna know that too.
at least then, I’d be in your life as a friend and not a stranger.
because I don’t like the way it is right now.
best friend,
I get that we didn’t work out right now.
but I don’t get why you left my side.
and I  don’t get why you decided not to care.
but most of all, I don’t get why every story we swore would never apply to us…
now somehow does.

P.S: This is for my best friend Anjali I miss her so much....

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  1. postingan yang bagus tentang"my best friend"

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  2. lucky anjali...she hv a frnd 4 wr8ng thz blog....

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    1. yup she is, I am gonna write about a few others too!!

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