The playlist is somber and she keeps
it that way because there is sadness in her she can’t quite figure. The
source is a blur of a reason she can’t quite pinpoint. All she really
knows is that she is sad and she’s too weak to get up from the floor to
search for it like a women. Not that she needs to know it, she’s quite
content of the sadness because most times it’s all she has besides
emotions of anger, regret and desperation......
Lingering in this cloud of
emotion is comforting, she would like to think.....She opens her eyes and
realizes: she’s alive. She could live life again and that’s one sad
reason to be happy.
when all these feelings of frustration come over me and I need to calm down… where are you now? when I sit alone thinking about life and all the things I’d like to tell you… what are you doing? I’m not thinking about the past, just those promises that I promised to keep. I just wanna know what you’re up to… I wanna know where you’ve been. and, well, if there’s someone new…I’d wanna know that too. at least then, I’d be in your life as a friend and not a stranger. because I don’t like the way it is right now. best friend, I get that we didn’t work out right now. but I don’t get why you left my side. and I don’t get why you decided not to care. but most of all, I don’t get why every story we swore would never apply to us… now somehow does. P.S: This is for my best friend Anjali I miss her so much....


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