The playlist is somber and she keeps
it that way because there is sadness in her she can’t quite figure. The
source is a blur of a reason she can’t quite pinpoint. All she really
knows is that she is sad and she’s too weak to get up from the floor to
search for it like a women. Not that she needs to know it, she’s quite
content of the sadness because most times it’s all she has besides
emotions of anger, regret and desperation......
Lingering in this cloud of
emotion is comforting, she would like to think.....She opens her eyes and
realizes: she’s alive. She could live life again and that’s one sad
reason to be happy.
................... in life. Nothing at all. Just had a conversation with a friend recently and I said just that. No one owes me anything- regardless of my experiences, struggles, successes, generosity, kindness… BUT I owe it to myself and to anyone who comes in contact with me/has to be around me to be the best version of myself. It falls in line with my mantra of never lamenting one’s conditions, meaning if you hate your job- find a new one, if you hate your partner or relationship- be brave, end it and move on. But while you are still employed at said job or with said partner (etc, etc) continue to work at full capaci...


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