The playlist is somber and she keeps  it that way because there is sadness in her she can’t quite figure. The  source is a blur of a reason she can’t quite pinpoint. All she really  knows is that she is sad and she’s too weak to get up from the floor to  search for it like a women. Not that she needs to know it, she’s quite  content of the sadness because most times it’s all she has besides  emotions of anger, regret and desperation......      Lingering in this cloud of  emotion is comforting, she would like to think.....She opens her eyes and  realizes: she’s alive. She could live life again and that’s one sad  reason to be happy.